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Every single minute i spend with you is like i am in heaven under the twilight with a whispering waterfall within its confines. You, my love. You alone make me feel alive and breathing. Men have told tales of traveling to places unknown and seeing Angels and Goddesses. But… I have seen You and you are more than enough to my eyes than either. For you are more than just an angel. More than just a Goddess. You, my love, is the owner of my soul, the keeper of my heart and the sustainer of my life. You, my love, is the owner of my soul, the keeper of my heart and the sustainer of my life.

I know that where I am now is not where I want to stay. That I am so close to you, yet so far away… I don’t want to stand at an arm’s length. From you, love. From the hands that are reaching to save me. My walls come down every single time I am with you. But I won’t fear it, ‘Cause, I don’t want to miss a single moment I get to be with the one reason I’m still alive. I’ve spent all my life holding back. But now that I have you, I won’t hold back anymore… I don’t want to stand at an arm’s length. From you, love. From the hands that are reaching to save me.

Love, you make me the man I am. You give me everything that I need and things only you understand about me. I know that it can get hard sometimes, that I sometimes cross the line. But I could never leave you ever, even if I wanted to. You keep me from the edge, only you know me better than myself. I need you like the air I breathe. That if you were gone. I won’t survive. I wouldn’t even know where to turn. I am lost without you, my baby love. I really truly need you, I want you, I love you. And in the end it’s you and me. It’s us. Cos, there is no life without you. No existence without you. No world, no reality, no dreams, no nothing. Cos you are my life, my love, my everything. Don’t let go.

Afternoons we will spend under the blankets, with you in my arms and us, laughing, loving, together. You are the purest beauty, love. Still, not the common kind. The ways you make me feel alive with just your smile. And every moment i spend with you,  you make the world stand still around me. And its just…  You and me, my baby love. Just you and me.

Waiting for the sunrise, for the day I see the first rays of the sun falls on your beautiful face as I watch you sleeping peacefully beside me. Waiting for the sign to show me its time for me to be where I should be. I know I am not perfect, that I make mistakes. I know I let you down sometimes, but you still love me the same. For all that I am. You know my heart is heavy, that the hurt is deep and when i feel like giving up… You always remind me…

You will always be with me. You won’t let me fall, love. That you will always catch me before I hit the ground. You lift me up when I am weak, your arms wrap around me, your love catches me every time I let go. You lift me up when I can’t see. Your hearts all that I need. Your love carries me every time I let go.

And I see the dawn breaking. I am overtaken each day with your love for me. I don’t know what I can ever do or offer in return other than all of me. I surrender all that I am to you, my love. I love you. Without you, I am nothing.

Even through life hardest moment.. I can’t let you go. The difference you made in me. You changed me completely. You completely rearranged me. You complete me. Time stands still when you are with me. And its just us, you and me. I just look at your face and everything is bright. Everything shines. Everything is beautiful. I won’t let you go. I will go through hell itself if it meant you will be mine in the end. Leave the world behind. And we remain. We remain. You and me. My love. My everything.

You are all that I ever need. It’s easy to love you, so easy to love you. You know its true, the best part of being with you. Is that I know you are with me, and its easy to see that its so easy to love you. My better half, my heart, my soul. I am yours and yours alone.

I have seen and felt how it is. Loneliness, and hopelessness worth a lifetime. Like some wicked creature feeding on my heart. My innocence was almost gone. Till I met you. You and I, we are the same. Torn apart by things in this world. But we know we will make it through every single night together. I want you to know, my love…

That when the world is on your back and you think that you will never last. When you are lonely and confused. I’ll be right beside you. Always. When the walls are closing in and you think you would rather sink than swim. And there’s nothing left for you to lose. I will be right beside you. Always and forever. I will hold on and never let you go. I will be with you through it all. I will carry you through the darkness and the thorn filled ground. I will always be with you, beside you. Always…

All perceptions and preconceptions of reality i have fades away into nothing when she is with me. All that remains then is me and her. Nothing else. Just me and her.

She is my life. And when the time comes and I have her in my arms. I won’t ever let her go. I won’t ever stop loving her ever for a second. Cos losing her is something I fear… Something I fear more than death itself.

Holding her close is something that can’t ever be put into words. But yet, I try as best I can. The warmth of her love, literally radiating through her skin, in every touch of her hands and in every breath and brush of her lips against my skin. I can only imagine how much I mean to her. Only imagine how much she loves me. Only hope that with my embrace, I can make up for even the littlest part of the love she gives me. And in one moment, I know that I will always love her. For she loved me when I needed it the most. She loved me, when I wanted it the most. She is my life. She is the heart of my hearts, the skin of my skin, the breath of my life, the light to my eyes, the motivation to my every step and the core of my being. And all I can do, is hold her in my arms, kiss her forehead and whisper in her ears… “I love you”. Its all I can do.